Hot guys time

To release myself from the stress I am suffering, I decided to go around (as if I hadn’t do it too much already), so in this post, I won’t talk about any thesis related stuff (oh, yeah right, I just did). 

Some may notice that I don’t talk much about celebrities, well… honestly because I don’t know much about them. Sure I watch a TV series or two (like HEROES) and fangirling over the eye candies (like Milo Ventimiglia and Zachary Quinto) but so far those were all in this blog. 

So today I think I should share you one more of my favorite boys (despite the few), oh, Imma give you two because I love them more when they are together. Guess who?

This is the part where people start screaming so scream girls!

JOHNNY DEPP!!! 

How can I not fall for him? He’s hot, talented… oh my, it’s beyond my words to explain him. 

What can I ask for more? Oh sure thing… 

It’s gonna be Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. 

I LOVE this duo.

        

I love each and every one of Burton’s movies, for someone who never really pays for a movie ticket I do quite amazing when it comes to his film, and I love the fact that he’s teaming up with Depp. LOVELY! Hahaha… And of all their collab, I gotta say Willy Wonka is my all time favorite. WINNER! 



PS. I LOVE Burton’s messy hair. lol.

picture credits: fuckyeahjohnnydepp

FIGHTING!

I haven't had enough sleep for two days. Say what? I stayed up until 5 in the morning and slept until seven or eight and go on classes (or more likely meet the professor). As scary as it might sound, I'm glad I enjoy it, like I really do. I'm glad I can finally do something for myself.

The bad side, though. I can't really go around the blogsphere and commenting on each of your posts, so sorry if I do missed yours, sometimes even reading is too hard to do. That'd explain much of my absence in the blogsphere. I'll be really active in twitter, though. lol. So sorry if I spam you with my nonsense, especially when you're not indonesian, i twit a lot in indonesian when i'm tired i suppose

By the way, this far, I like my panda eyes, lol.

Wish me luck, lots of it, ladies :D

Tiara FIGHTING! Haha, that's what the korean says ;P or Jia You, according to the chinese (well, mandarin), and of course, COURAGE en france :)

And special request here, can you guys/girls just give me a comment not related with studying/goodluck/this post? Hey, this is a challenge, you can just say anything! Haha...

Help!

I’m in this kind of situation:

 

   

I don’t entirely hate it, I just hate the fact that sometimes I just lost the mood, that’s annoying! Have any kind words to help me pass this stage? Any tips? Whoever had gone through this, or simply just… Anyone?

I kept reminding myself.

Do the Doodle

I’m here to show off! lol.

I found this old doodles, I remember I made it when I came to campus way too early for my class, but I was bored at home, apparently bored at campus too, so I did the doodling.


I love doodling, it release the stress, or the boredom.

there’s one kind of ‘out of place’ cat, lol, so I deleted it, and colored the rest.



Looking at this always makes me confused, it feels like I have no specific style *sigh*, you can see how different it is from my previous artworks, like these ones...

   

and when people ask me to draw and paint using hands, it’ll turn out even more different. I found this first attempt on using water color (which I’m never good at).

  

And today, I found my old oil paint, I never know how to properly use it, so I just put some on my finger and smear it on the paper, lol.

total first-timer. 

I think I made a punk-ish fairy with red hair, she finally came back to the forest after tanning at the beach during summer. lol, look how tanned she is! (I couldn’t find the yellow/cream paint, that explains it, lol).

I think I'm an artist without direction :|

Frilly and Flowery

I wanted to post about my birthday surprise here but found no appropriate pic for it, all the pictures taken that day was blur, lol.

So I’ll just tell you that my friends came to my house early in the morning, I was still all wrapped up in my so warm blanket. So you can guess when I met them I was all messy, my eyes were still droopy and such, lol.

That was a nice surprise after all :D

Continued with a large salami pizza with my girls and shopping spree with my mom and dad. Mom said she’ll buy me anything I want, so I was contemplating between high heels, or yet another pair of chuck (yes, I always have this confusion when coming to shoes), guess what? I ended up with this new dress, a pink, flowery one, and frilly! Haha.
  
Isn’t it adorable? Lol.

On another note, I know you notice the formspring widget on my sidebar where you can ask anything to me :) I love your questions, although most of the time it's anonymous. I have no problem with you being anonymous (sometimes I'm curious too, though). So go on and ask me anything, since you can always be anonymous, lol.

According to My Clock

It’s 00:00:01 here, which means march 16th 2010. And that would specifically mean this little tiara is finally...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

Now girls, give me a gift with writing my a long precious comment. 
Not just a simple Happy birthday, lol.

I know I sounded so demanding and annoying but Hey, it’s my day today!

Little secrets special edition

I know I’ve been talking about myself too much, from my daily boring days to whatever happened in my love life, and even what I feel, I think it’s kind of boring but what else should I talk about? I’m a pro about myself, lol.

I have nothing much to talk about, I mean, my life has been pretty normal at last, so I came up to surprise you with some unique things about me, just in case you need more information about me, lol.

1. I love running around the house only in my bathrobe.

 
(source)

I can stay an hour after taking a bath only using my bathrobe and do some house activity, like blogging, or cooking, or whatever. Wait, let me explain, nobody’s in my house and Indonesia’s weather are always too hot for my liking, so bathrobe is a winner! lol.


2. I have this obsession to visit my bloggy friends one by one.


(source)

Aka touring around the world mission. I’ll go knock knock on each of your doors and say, “can  I stay in for a night? (or more, lol)”. This will have to start from the nearest one, Claradevi, who lives in the same city as me, I won
‘t stay in her house, though. Followed by Andhari, and then Priscilla Clara (it’s more likely she’ll visit me first, lol), maybe Krissy is in the next line, who knows? lol. If I am to make the list now, it’ll take long because I’ll need world map, lol.

3. I love hiding under the blanket/bedcover.



What’s so not lovely about this? This is why I’m so picky when choosing bedcovers. lol.

4. I have heaps of plushies in my bed.



I at least get one for my every birthday, and I am almost a twenty one year old girl. I think my mom, my friends anyone kept thinking I’m fifteen. It’s okay, though. I love them, well… not as much as I did, but yeah. lol. Not that I mind, it’s just that they’re taking my space too much, lol.


5. Dolls are scary (or more likely, freaky)

 

Blame chucky? I know they’re pretty but there’s something about the shiny porcelain/plastic skin, big eyes and all those that makes me shiver looking at them, eww. Maybe because they look so real but at the same time obviously fake? I don’t know.

And by the way, this gallery, is filled with lost of adorable dolls pictures, which I found scary but also beautiful.

I think this post is so unfocused and pointless, lol. I love being random, that’s the 6th!

My world is turning up-up-up and side-side-side and down

I just realized I didn't put up any title in the previous post, lol. Guess I was too caught up with the fact that... oh well, that LOTS of things happened, and I was so wrong thinking everything will end soonest. Later yesterday I found my friend(s) commenting on my La Vie en Rose post. Which practically turned me as crazy as one could be, just in case you forget, in the very first paragraph of that post I've written:

Now I just need to pray silently none of my friends read this.

Amen.

You may say my prayers went unanswered. And honestly, reading these comments from my friend freaked the hell out of me (duh, of course).


There's something not much people know about me, but now I'm gonna let the world know.

Ever heard of something called 'Philophobia'?

It's the fear of... anything love related, fall in love, being in love, being loved, and such.


Let alone being in a relationship.

I know it's ironic for someone as addicted to anything romance-related as me is afraid of being in love, but oh well, this isn't the first time I face this so...

Okay, I'll talk about this phobia later. Not really the point, although it is in some ways.


on with the story, I was so freaked out when I read my friend commenting, so I decided to just let the guy knows it from me instead of from the gossip, so after contemplating for minutes, I texted him (this is the exact words I sent to him, yes, I wrote him in english)

Look, what am I to you? Are we friends or are we more? For me it's the latter, though I'm still unsure about it. 

Anyway, I wrote it in my blog and one of our friends read it which means I'm practically dead.

Geez, why is it always me confessing and not the other way around? Stay friends aren't we?

Aren't I sound so cool? Blunt and bold and a little bit insane?


Guess what he said in his reply? lol. He only said one word, 


"Seriously?"


So I explained that I do, though I'm not in any state of a relationship, I enjoy being with him and I just tell him because I don't want him to know it from his friends instead of me. He answered that he feels the same but choose to take things slowly.


One thing I missed to explain though, that he's not the one and only I have in mind, I love hopping from one guy to another (which isn't a good habit but...), sure I enjoy his company, I love spending time with him and do something I've never thought of before, but there's so much more of the boys world I want to unveil and try.


Anyway, we've known each other's feeling, so is it that kind of open relationship? I don't know. I felt silly when I remember how my romance related stories always end up this way, do you think confessing your feeling to every guys you like is a good thing? lol.


I think I should be thankful that my crushes have a pretty smart mind (remember the best friend?). *phew*


and by the way, I think I miss the best friend. Now it's his turn to do the duty in the village for two months! Two months! Geez, I miss him muchies.


And and and! My brother is coming home today! Well... he's coming this morning, and this night he's coming back to the city he lives in. He's just plain crazy, really. He arrived here 7 in the morning and back there again 7 in the evening? I need more time to snuggle with him and his craziness...

I WANT MORE! lol :P





Not enough of our awesomeness?
Fine, I'l give you more.





I think he beats me in making faces, haha. He's pro.


And oh, I got my new phone already. Though I've been wanting for a 5530 (and actually still secretly want it now), but I and dad couldn't find it anywhere. So daddy dearest decided to just buy me this E63. Not bad ;D only less stylish, all the facilities I want in 5530 is actually owned by this phone too.





And my internet is BACK! The modem is working properly again! I don't know what happened, I mean, we didn't do anything! Really! Hahaha... I'm so happy!
Quite a long post to sum what happened in two days, isn't it?

edit.
Lol. So most people thought those pictures are of me and the crushies, no he wasn't, that's my dearest little brother there! ;D haha. I checked it and yeah, I didn't even explain who that is o.O my bad, lololol.

Lots of things happen these days.

1. If you follow me on twitter, you'd know that few days ago i've been contemplating on which to buy, a printer+scanner or a new cellphone. Last sunday my dad came home with printer in hand (not literally, of course, lol) i jumped like crazy because i know that's what i need the most, compared to a new phone. But then on monday, dad called me, guess what he said? He told me he couldn't find the phone i've been wanting. I was shocked, i didn't know he was looking for it! 's okay dad, I love you muchies already knowing how you can read my mind and find what i want.

Dad has this kind of power, really. Whenever i think of something i suddenly crave for, he'll bring that thing home, i don't even need to tell him. Lovely.

2. My brother, who is now currently out of town (not abroad anymore) disappeared and scared the hell out of me and my parents, we couldn't contact him for days and i never met him online anymore. For someone as addicted to computer as him, that's abnormal.

So my mom sent someone to check him, in his boarding house. When they met him, he was all okay, he's just having a too busy life where he has to make some physics-olympiade questions and all those genius blah blah he didn't even bother to recharge his phone. Damn little guy.

3. The weather is so unexpected lately, and there were heavy rain, strong wind and blizzard yesterday, and guess what? My modem, it's dead, struck by the lightning I guess. That explains this picture-less post. Yes, I'm using my phone again. *sigh*

Artsy much?

Okay, I’ve tried my very best not to talk about him but it just seems like I can’t stop *sigh* yet.


If you haven’t already, I just did a guest blogging for my dear bloggy friend; Nikolett, go check it out :D ah well wait, go check it out if you aren’t bored with my story regarding the new boy, okay?


If there’s one similar thing about me and him, it’s the artsy side. He does draw too, and yesterday, when we chatted, he out of nowhere asked me if I want to help me paint his room. That was random, he just woke up, and stared at his room and ta-daah… he got the idea to re-paint it.

So of course I said yes, I didn’t even know if that was a right thing to do, I mean, that’d be awkward if one of our friends found me and him in his room painting. Right?

But I did it anyway.


We made the color ourselves (well, more likely, he made them himself), we got the green from blue+yellow, orange from yellow and red and baby blue from blue and white. That was really creative, I think because we only had yellow , white, blue and red and we could make so many colors out of them, not to mention shades.


The first wall done, it was just so random, I mean, he’s a guy on his 2o++ and what is it? A sunny day as his room’s background? And you no doubt, notice the oh so flowery field too.

Wait, before you accused me of doing something I didn't do, the flowers was his idea. He draw the green field yesterday when he woke up and in his text message he wrote to me, "would you want to draw the flowers?". See... He even painted some of the flowers too.

The sun was my doing, that’s why it’s not so circle, lololol.


Originally I thought we were just going to paint one side of the wall, but… seeing so many paints and colors available, I we just couldn’t help ourselves. This starry wall was my idea, because his original color was dark blue. I really like this one, simple but yeah, nice :)


This is just so… random I guess, we were running out of ideas already, lol. In the end we just used our palm to make some fun palm-painted wall. lol


My favorite, too bad I couldn’t take a full view of it, it’s a tree in the middle of the wall. And all those green leaves were made using our fingers, so we dipped our fingers on to the paint and had (too much) fun of it :D you all should try it too. lol. And the originally dark blue room was specially painted yellow for this side. Just because. lololol.

The image quality aren’t so good, huh? Let me explain, lol. It was night already, not much lightning and taken by his phone. Maybe later I should visit him again and take a better picture, lol. I just want to show them off. I’m pretty proud of what I’ve made today :D

We started at about five and when we finished, oh! It was nine already! Time flies really fast when we have fun, eh?

Now, if only writing thesis is as easy and fun.