Thank you so much for your each and every supporting comment in the previous post :) they really helped me a lot. Alright, so I met him again yesterday and we chatted like nothing mattered, yes, nothing actually mattered so why should I build it up?
There are some gestures I noticed I only use whenever I’m with the best friend. Wait, okay, I’m over him, but we’re still best friends and I think… it’s unavoidable of me to talk about him every now and then.
I’ll be going for two days, yes, it’s weekend again and I have to do my duty in the village, we’re going to participate on a festival to celebrate Jogja’s anniversary! I’m sure there’ll be heaps of pictures ahead.
Anyway, here’s the list:
1. I always refer to “us” instead of me and/or you,
especially when we talk about the future, seriously, lol. Like yesterday when I told him that I don’t want to have a house with a lot of stairs because children love stairs too much and they’re double trouble to babysit when there’s stairs, “just let our child play in someone’s stair in someone’s house when we visit his/her house, at least that won’t be everyday,” and he was silent for a few nanosecond before said “okay…”
or some other time when I just back from our classmate’s wedding party, which he couldn’t make, so I told him how me and my other classmates decided to give a trophy when someone' from our class get married, I told him, “So when we got married, we will get a trophy!” And I was too busy thinking about the trophy to realize that what I said was somehow… what do you call it? Controversial? I can’t remember what he said in response, hmm…
2. I speak one octave higher than I usually do
While my voice isn’t really all that great, I just have to make it more squeaky, lol. He never really mind, though. And I never realized it until some time ago when we hang out I talked in my normal voice and he asked, “are you sick or something? You sound tired,” lol. Just because I didn’t talk as much and as squeaky.
3. Talking about money and business is something that is unavoidable.
Yes, he’s starting to build his bakery/cake shop/anything and I’m busy with my online bookstore preparation. Whenever we can’t find a good topic to talk about we’ll talk about business, and it doesn’t need a genius to tell that we both enjoy this conversation. Frankly speaking, I never really talk about business matter with my other friends.
4. I stare straight to his eyes whenever we talk
I don’t know why but I always do, based on the saying that you cannot look straight into someone’s eyes when you love him, then I’m definitely not in love with him. His brown eyes are something I don’t want to miss to stare at. They’re deep and captivating and I love the fact that I always look straight to his eyes. ha! It’s like challenging myself.
5. And when we said farewell it always ends with him putting his hand on my forehead.
and no one else do it to me, I don’t know about his situation, though.
and what do those cupcakes have to do with this post? I don’t know either, lol.