Sometimes I Wish My Life is a Korean Drama

Or just any random TV drama for that matters (but Korean dramas are prettier, lol). I mean... You see, I have this story to tell so prepare your popcorn and coke and sit like a good girl that you are...

I can't believe I actually do write this, lol... it's just that... I have to get it off of my chest. I went grocery shopping yesterday, and I met like the cutest manly guy I've ever seen randomly in one of the aisles. This is going to be soooo cheesy but since the first time I laid eyes on him I know I was interested in him. 

Now, it doesn't mean I want to bang him right then and there but you know... I think my eyes went sparkly and I went red and I guess I felt like a 15 year old girl with a crush all over again.

It's been looooooong since the last time I actually fell for a guy, not that I fell for him already during the first few seconds I saw him, heck I didn't even know him; but as I've said, I was interested, very much, thank you.

But what are the chances of me coming up to him and start a conversation? Guess what? Zero. I mean, wait... we did converse a little. He said "excuse me," because I was standing in the middle of the aisle (and I did it intentionally, psstt...) and I said, "Ah, yeah..." and moved. HEY! At least we conversed!!!  

Now this annoys me, because who was the one saying "So you have this a little tiny bit too huge crush on that guy across the room? So you want to be close to him? Where do you think staring will take you? Nowhere, yes. So move your lazy ass off and say hi to him and let the magic works."? Me. And who got chickened out when the situation happened? Yours truly, yes.

I seriously feel like kicking some tables right now, I should've been braver. Because it was clear he knew I was stalking staring from afar, heck he even caught me off guard a few times and I was just standing there like a stupid fish with a silly face. But at the same time, the idea of coming up to him and start a conversation still sounds ridiculously absurd even until now. We're strangers for goodness sake! But then again, I was once strangers with my ex too. *starts kicking doors and flipping tables*

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I mean, look... I don't know who he is, and chances are maybe he already has a girlfriend, but who cares about that? The point here is that I had proven that things are always easier said than done and that I'm a chicken.

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Now if only my life is a Korean drama, I would be given a second chance, he would find this blog and read this post and we would somehow miraculously meet again (don't ask me how, that's what happened in Korean dramas!) and ta-daahhh happily ever after.

Unfortunately, my life isn't a Korean drama, and I'm not a Korean actress, well, I'm not even a Korean in the first place.

Moral of the story is: next time you find a cute random guy whose face you think you can't take off of your mind even after 24 hours, find an excuse to talk to him, just anything; economy, politics, whatever! Just so you won't regret things. *sighs* (+_+)

p.s. and isn't it so appropriate that the grocery shop decided to play "Falling in Love at a Coffe Shop" by Landon Pigg yesterday? I mean, yeah... -I think that possibly maybe I'm falling for you...- gotta change the title to "Falling in Love at a Grocery Shop", though.

p.p.s. I guess if they played "Call Me Maybe" I might as well flipped the cashier, lol.

p.p.p.s. And how does finding things like this on Tumblr help me? *flips tables for the many times on this post*

A Friendly Reminder

Get dirty, get fucking filthy, get poor, get off your ass, get desperate, get dangerous, get ville, get romantic, get fucked, get moving, get productive, get proactive, get your own life, get doing something, ANYTHING. 

Because before you know it, you're 40 with kids, a mortgage and responsibilities that cause your fun to come second. 

So before cancer, before children, before 50 hours work weeks, before back and knee problems, before school loans, before you lose your sense of humor...

FIGHT 

Fight and fuck and run and smile 

Smile because the older you get, the less you will 

So yes, quit being such a goddamn pussy, because bitching and whining and worry never make anything better. 

I was reading my old post and found this, and so far, this is still my favorite reminder. Because this is so true, and because hell, just do whatever you want to do goddamnit!

So you have money and want to run away somewhere you have no idea about? Turkey? Mongolia? Russia? New Guinea? GO!

So you can sing and want to create a band? DO IT! So you have this a little tiny bit too huge crush on that guy across the room? So you want to be close to him? Where do you think staring will take you? Nowhere, yes. So move your lazy ass off and say hi to him and let the magic works.

Who cares if you made mistakes? That's how you learn anyway, you'll make mistakes either way. You'll get hurt, you'll be lied to, you'll lie, you'll regret things, you'll cry silently, you'll cry out loud, you'll be angry, you'll fall, but most importantly, you'll survive and learn and get better.

Enjoy your life because you know you only live once and the only way you can do about it is to live it to the fullest. Because like they said, in the end the things you'll regret are those you didn't dare to do. So do it! Just freaking DO it!

show off time!

I've been wanting to write something here but I was forced to write something somewhere else. And by that, I mean my thesis, lol. and this is going to be a very short post because I just want to show something off.

Here it is!

You see that capitalized ACC there? YES!

FINALLY! After buckets of bloods and tears and sweats (okay, not really). FINALLY my thesis that's talking about illegal downloading and CD sales and idolatry and K-pop(!) is accepted! Now all that's left is to do the final test and I will be a Master in business and management! (not literally, I think... I mean... well...).

Anyway, that's all. Lol, yes really. I just wrote to show off hahahahahahahahahaha~ 

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Now pray hard for me and my final test next month, hohohohoho~

(man, this post is pointless, isn't it?)