Aug 21, 2010

welcome to the… uh… real world? jungle? space?

My life has been being a crazy rollercoaster ride… I’m all the way from up to down up again and… oh well… this is crazy my stomach starts to churn.

1. I (finally) graduated.
You all (kind of) witnessed how I struggled on making the stressful thesis, those long stressful nights with pile of books and not so much cups of coffee. You congratulated me when I finally finished, and survived the final test, and here I am now, a (legal) literature bachelor.

The graduation day was fab! I love every bits of it! :D my kebaya, my high heels, my make up (I was so DONE, lol, woke up at 4AM to get all ready by 6- CRAZY!), and of course… my FRIENDS! Omg, how precious :D

Some pictures from the graduation day:

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In all honesty, I love every little details on my Kebaya... Hahaha...  

2. Me and Le Boy?

We’re having one hell rollercoaster ride too, we had a (really short) break (he asked for a break up, I disagreed, I asked for a little break instead), back to each other’s arms, have little fights again, talked things out, got better… oh wow, what a ride we were in.

Now? We’re okay, just okay. We’re yet to get back to our romantic selves, but this is better than before :) I think both of us just realized that despite the old days we spent in the high school, we still have so much more to learn about each other and how we need to adjust to fit in, and I can proudly say he tries his best to do it, and I do too-of course.

Anyway, someone did me a tarot card reading, and he said to me, things will get even harder in the future. That, until he opened the last card, ten of pentacles, and declared to me that actually it will be a happy ending. Hehe… I did little browsing about this card and I think it’s the best out of all, lol.

The 10 of Pentacles is a very happy indicator with regard to love. If you are currently committed, this card can mean that you will move to the next level; living together, engagement, marriage, childbirth, all can be indicated by this card.

3. Jobseeking, or whatever.
Now that I am no longer a university student, I finally knew what people meant with “welcome to the real world”, everything is on me, every decision is by me. I decide what I want to be, and do something about it. I plan out my own future, my own path of how I get what I want, unlike the university days when everything was all planned out.

It feels kind of like hanging around without knowing what will come, what I have to do to survive a day, this is kind of… really scary.

I know I want to start making more artworks and sell them out, but even that need more planning out. I still have to look for a job, to work in a company, I need money to start my own business, I need more friends and links, and honestly saying, all these… are scary, but I hope I can just go through it :).

ps: So here I am helping out my cousin, please do vote for his fiction, although it's in Bahasa and most of you can't understand the story.. (hehe...) just... click the thumbs up picture, pretty pretty please?

Here is the link. clicky click! Thank you! :D


  1. Aww Tiara, you look so beautiful! :) Congratulations on your graduation, and good luck on your future endeavors now that you're in the "real world". You know we're always here for you, right? <3<3

  2. wow! you're beautiful! and ei!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

  3. I love your outfit!! Your so beautiful!! I am glad you and Le Boy made up. Congrats on graduating!

  4. wow! you look amazing! love your kebaya! :)
    Congrats again on your graduation :) and good luck for the rest! =]


  5. Congrats on graduating! And good luck with the boy and with job seeking! :-)

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  7. little tiara! ;) you look so beautiful in your kebaya (?) - i love the detailing too, and the color as well! The angel wings ring would've gone great with your outfit! hehe! ;P So yes, welcome to the real world! Finding a job, being busy with your job and having to find time to be with your man and your family and friends, managing bills, etc etc etc. It's FUN STUFF! (not!) but i guess that's all part of learning and growing up. With regards to le boy - that's normal. Bf and I have been together for more than 3 years and we still constantly have bumps in the road... that's just part of being in a relationship, learning what makes each other pissed off, learning NOT to do that which pisses them off, and finding compromises! haha! ;P

    With regards to starting your own business, push the negative aside, take that first step, keep a motivated and passionate heart and you will be fine :)

    you know i'm always here if you have any questions!

  8. Pretty photos!

    Love the blog! I'm a new follower, YAY. Please check out my blog as well (hope you follow back)

  9. I am SO proud of you, lovely lady :) that looks like such a colourful graduation, we just have boring black gowns haha. I really hope the rollercoaster ride will even out and not be so bumpy, you deserve happy moments and good fortune coming your way - just be patient with le boy and ask for patience too because now is a time of such uncertainties in terms of jobs and the future, but it's better to be together through those uncertainties and support each other.

    I hope everything goes amazing with the job hunt no matter what you decide to do :)

  10. ooh laa laa!
    your blog makes my insides happy!
    the pretty pictures are so grand!
    how splendid indeed! x x

  11. Beautiful pictures and big congrats! :)

  12. nice post. congratulations dear! best of luck to you!

  13. You all look so happy......Good luck. Kebaya


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